你好,我叫李晓航。

你现在看到的是我网站的首页。我在这里放了些我弄的东西,奇奇怪怪的字,奇奇怪怪的照片。

我是个微不足道的人。我在这社会里的地位就像沙滩里的一粒沙。我不想被迫劳动,我不安分,我不想被定义。我想当个真诚、耐心、善良又温柔的人。我心里永远有一个好奇的小孩儿。

我有时候喜欢自己,有时候讨厌自己。我活着就像戴着镣铐跳舞。我笑啊跳啊;我被疼得再也不想动。这世上有太多东西让我觉得难受。我经常后悔许多我干过的坏事。可能因为这些经历,我才领悟到我想多干点好事。

Hello. My name is Shon Li.

You are now looking at the front page of my website. I have some things I made here – weird words, weird photos.

I am a nobody. I am like a grain of sand on a beach. I don't like being forced to work; I don't want a life that is predictable; I refuse to be defined. I love being sincere, patient, kind, and gentle. I will always be a little kid who pursuits novelties.

I like my life sometimes, and hate it sometimes. Life to me is like dancing with shackles. I jump and laugh; I cease to move in pain. So many things in this world pain me. I regularly regret bad things I have done. Perhaps my realisation above comes from these experiences.

目前我想做的事

  1. 了解我自己。了解我的感受。
  2. 保持规律的睡眠,这样我上学才不会被累死吧。

My Recent Focus

  1. Know myself. Understand my feelings.
  2. Keep a good sleeping cycle, so I don't get too tired during my study.

我的近况

我现在在奥克兰大学学电子工程。我学这个是因为当初想混上个好赚钱点的工作。经厉了一段高压后的疯狂之后,我的成绩烂掉了。我觉得赚不赚钱无所谓了。我应该不至于因为不上班而被饿死。我还继续学这个是因为我想弄懂一点现代人类科技的基础的知识。我喜欢在电脑上捯饬点东西,弄点好玩的有意思的东西。我的爱好也算是跟我学的东西接近吧。

Life Update

I just finished the part two of my electrical engineering degree at the university of Auckland. I studied because I once wanted to be in a competitive position on the job market. However, I am no longer a top-grade student after a few crazily stressful years. I no longer care much about what kind of job I can get. I am sure I won't starve myself because of not doing a job. I decided to continue my study because I love learning new things, and the modern human technology based on electricity fascinates me. I also love making things on computers – making beautiful meaningful things. So I am somewhat learning what I love.